Forgive me, please.

Actually it isn't always enough to be forgiving by others, sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself..

i'm trying to sleep, but the voice in my head are too loud and i'm remembering all the things that i've done.. so i turn to my side and face the wall.. close my eyes, open them, close them once more, and breathe slowly.. keep in silence for a while..

i realize, there are too many mistakes i've done in my life.. mmhh..

i'm sorry all,, really sorry.. i never mean.. just please, consider to forgive me anyway..